We don't process any payments for any drugs. It's software for reporting data to the State of Washington. No different than software for managing inventory for alcohol or pharma.
You helped organize, manage, and facilitate drug trade as far as the Fed is concerned.
Stripe is in the banking industry -- heavily regulated by the Fed. They can't have customers knowingly violating Federal law, and potentially passing drug money (again, as far as the Fed is concerned) through their network. It's a huge risk to them.
You cannot blame Stripe for shutting you down.
It's irresponsible and downright ridiculous to blame Stripe for your business's dealings and/or shortsightedness.
You weren't "Fucked" by Stripe... you "Fucked" yourself.