I got PTSD... then again, a lot of things were wrong about that system. GET requests casually loading up whole database in memory while calling stored procedures that inexplicably modify like half of persisted version of it. and that's just to render some stupid list o_0
adults grow increasingly specific while resonating decreasingly less with the masses. same reason it's hard to make a good rap music - too much way too specific words in it
oooooh... mentioning Alva Noto did the trick for me and I remembered who the guy is. contemplated a lot regarding to what folks around those lands mean by a negative space. brilliant music