Maybe you don't really have to "fix" depression, I am very nihilistic and I do just fine - I don't kill myself because I don't give a fuck enough to do that. Looks easy to me. We are just on a flying stone in the cosmos, we shouldn't really except anything out of this.
Maybe check living in a car like station vagon, suv or a van. There is a community around that lifestyle, they make money through food delivery in the car. There are subreddits on reddit on this lifestyle, maybe it can help you survive and find other options with time. Maybe you can check out anarchist squats, maybe they are where you are, maybe they can give you a place to sleep.
Just like the pirate Bay online cinema is better than every streaming service there could be pirate LLM that uses all the data, maybe it could be even trained by internet users sharing a bit of compute with some program?
In USSR and other Marxist-Leninist experiments arguably both the state and capitalism prevailed. The relation of workers to their workplaces didn't actually change - still taking orders, this time not from the owner of the workplace but from the state beaurocrat. So workers actually didn't have control over means of production, just this time the political class and the owner class got combined into one class - the class of state beaurocracy.
Which alternative do you mean? Communism? Anarchism? Socialism? They all want to abolish rent-seeking and not only, but through very different strategies.
Ok, so do you endorse slavery cause its human nature? What is your point? 50 million out of over 8 billion is much better ratio than what was in some societies based on slavery.
Do you know that slavery too was justified to be just human nature and now it's fairly niche in richer parts of the world? Your argument is essentialist, so I find it weak. And both Russia and China are capitalist countries actually.
Work concerning sewage, construction (a lot of the time safety requirements are not met cause employees wants to save money and persons hurt themself in accidents because of that), even being an Amazon warehouse worker without an option to go to the bathroom, etc.
Oppression is inherent to capitalism, it requires to create and exploit a bunch of suffering persons without any good option to keep efficiency and to do the most undesirable work for very bad salary, even though it should be worth more given its undesirable.
Yeah, for example: https://www.iclcit.org/introduction-of-the-international-con.... Consider that these are revolutionary unions with aim of overthrowing capitalism, but in theory one could get inspired by their structure to create a reformist union based on horizontality.
So the issue is hierarchical structure - solution to that is to have horizontal decision making with delegates (not representatives) and no salary for any union member for the work for the union. Anarchists trade unions usually operate like that.
Zapatistas have around 30 years and they seem to be very close to Anarchism, Rojava has 10 years of democratic confederalism which is Libertarian socialism and let's say fairly close to Anarchism.
Consider that Marx wasn't Marxist-Leninist although I think he was pro state. Anti-statist socialists like Kropotkin thought about some kind of decentralised planning. You could even have market as a distribution mechanism, but without capitalism through some variant of market socialism or market Anarchism.
They seem to have closed borders which is not typically considered anarchists indeed. About assemblies - that's fine, anarchists postulate freedom of association so you don't have to let random people from outside inside your structures, still they seem to be some inspiration to the rest of residents of Chiapas and in practice there is nothing that could stop them from fighting for their self-determination too.
It tries to destroy incentives for these behaviors before they happen. You have to address that on case-by-case basis. A lot of acts we consider harmful stem from bad material situation, which is an inherent part of this system. System needs people in very bad situation to be willing to do the worst jobs. And anarchists overall think that you should put more action towards HELPING a person that got harmed than only punishing a persecutor of harmful act.
Ok. I'm current society you call police, in next 10 minutes you get to murdered. In an hour or 2 police comes and of your murderers were bad then they left evidence that makes them go to prison financed from other people taxes. You are dead.