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Also have an Autoimmune disorder. Had it since I was a teen. Made worse by my teenage love of mountain dew.
It’s a risk factor for clotting, and probably contributes. It also causes inflammation and neuropathy. It was was annoying and a slow but growing problem.
Then I got exposed to a LOT of natural gas from a mega rental company house.
Well dormant gene for factor 5 activated and I my blood went crazy. Lots of clots. Autoimmune also went nuts and decided that nervous system and various organs needed to die in a most painful way possible.
Took a few years to get it under control..ish. Covid has clearly made it worse.
Sensitive people are on the lookout for being disrespected
I mostly had it under control with blood thinners. If I went off for a few days I would have issues, then a stroke. ( I hate side effects of Pradaxa)
Got covid. Sucked, but got over it. However now I can’t miss any pills. If I skip tonight’s, Tomorrow one side of my body will go numb. I get severe brain fog, Plus a host of other issues that take days to weeks to resolve. Same crap as before covid, but I have no margin for error now. Oh and now I piss blood, because blood thinners, yeah.
But I’m not the one trying to redefine reality.
Just knowing how things worked resulted in a number of people assuming I could hack banks, and either asking me too, or shunning me. Or flat out accusing me of it.
Umm you could go around mugging people much easier then I could hack stuff. That explanation never went over well.
Had to ask one boss to stop threatening employees to have me hack them. It was in jest, but I was terrified at how people would react if they thought I bypass security. Didn’t help that I knew how, as security was crap back then.
I leaned to keep my mouth shut, and refused to keep up with security stuff. Can’t hack if I don’t know how.
From 2-7. Let’s go to park/pool/etc. Instant meltdown. Horse farm probably the sole exception. Regardless she would have a blast on every outing.
Tried hours of calmness to angry rages and everything in between.
Generally 90 minutes of drama would be needed to before she wore out enough so we could go have fun. Bed time would leave everyone dripping in sweat.
We’ve reached the point we’re we just tell her to knock it off, then we ignore her until she decides to join in. This usually takes 5-15 minutes. Not playing into it is so far our best strategy.
Other day she wanted us to adopted a Goose. After being told no, she went to the Tent and proceeded to wail for awhile. She the proceeded to slowly move closer and closer to make sure we could hear her wailing. Eventually she went back to playing when she couldn’t get a response.
None of other children are like that. The mom clearly had same as a child and early adult.
So yeah? Parenting is hard.
Used to do this on mock-ups of apps I was building. They wouldn’t fuss at the core functionality if they changed something obvious and not important.
5 minutes left, 4 minutes, 23 days, 1 minute, 4000 years left.
The last 1% Taking longer the first 99%
If you installed the same software repeatedly get an idea of how long each section of the bar would take.
Windows 3.1 I’m looking at you.
I can read and speak well enough. Thinking is harder, so I tend to stay quiet.
Each time I lose feeling in right side of body, and lose the ability to write. Not 100%, but close enough. Typing is fine however, if slow. Critical thinking goes to crap. Talking is fine. I can still draw, though my motivation goes to crap.
Is weird what stays and what goes.
Last time I looked writing is a left brain activity. Which controls right side.
Chat applications will be even slower then today
Do they magically show up?
Or do they transition from not in the bag to in the bag in some unit?
What is the minimum possible unit of Apple change? Is it discrete or continuous?
Maybe a X plank units of apple transitions every second.
Have others come in and follow the directions.
Anyway the process as such did not work as documented.
You had to add strings to the inside of the mold to get it to set correctly. This was not written down anywhere.
Part of it may have been job protection. The union was bad about that. New hires would not be able to complete the work.
Always stuck with me that at some point the ability to make that part would be los-tech.
I had a manager come up to me and show me his spreadsheet has spent a week building. (He was very proud)
I asked him why he didn’t use a pivot table and in a few seconds I had re-create it is exact report from the same source data.
I was involved in pretty much every high-level decision and a major corporation for several years there after because of that.
Like learning assembly, sometimes it’s not directly useful, but it does make you write better code; since you understand more of what’s under the hood.