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Edit: I have finally stopped somewhere to try and become somebody. Now I work on datalisp, this is not very easy to learn about as of now but you can join the telegram @datalisp or read the things on datalisp.is (currently forwards to https://sr.ht/~ilmu/tala.saman)
I have now thoroughly doxxed this account but bear in mind that it is not very secure and may be shared by multiple parties (at least with some prior consciousnessess of mine that are less influential on my behaviour than they used to be I suppose).
I was ten years old when I got WoW, I had had a laptop for a year already because my dad (who I spent every other weekend with) was the type to scream at people an then give them gifts when he felt guilty... anyway, I hadn't really known what to do with it until I learned about WoW. My friend had gotten it on the day it was released. However he didn't have a laptop so he played on his moms work computer. Similarily some of my other friends had trouble connecting.
I did not have this issue since my mom worked two jobs and my dad talked on the phone all day. For two years I played world of warcraft 18 hours a day. I didn't go to school or to sleep. I learned English, how to read a map and how to work in a team. I earned peoples respect for the first time in my life it seemed. They would listen to my advice because I wrote with correct grammar and punctuation about the actual patterns the enemies would repeat.. quickly people started to do as I said (something no one ever did in real life; listen to the tiny late-in-puberty kids ideas).
I think it's safe to say that WoW was my whole life. At the end of vanilla (shortly before burning crusade) I had finally reached level 60 but it was also then that I woke up one day with my neck stuck in a bad position. My mom took my to the countryside and I cried in withdrawal for two weeks like a heroin addict. When I came back the game wasn't interesting anymore, it had drifted a part.
During the glory days many things were different. First of all, the people didn't really know how to play the game. For some it was too intimidating / hard to actually grapple with the content and the storylines. Some of them were super immersive while others were difficult to figure out. Many people however were content to sit in the cities and ask for charity from the higher levelled players. This created high status for those players, however, if they were 12 levels higher than you then you could not see their exact level. This meant that you could be a level 25 dude in some shitty gear and still be considered a god by some level 10 dweeb. Being able to tell how strong someone was came down to recognizing the gear and gossiping with others OR being strong yourself.
Some of the coolest things about WoW were totally emergent, for example, IF was so laggy (because it had the only auction house) that walking through there was just a slideshow and I had memorized for how long to hold different keys to go where. Somehow it /felt/ like a really crowded place. When the PVP battlegrounds came you had to go to some obscure place and wait a really long time to get to play. It was kind of absurd to see the culture adopt to various things like this. If I had been older at the time I am sure I would have seen a different side to it, however, thanks to me being so young and making friends in the game who had kids my age they often had to go pick up from school around the time when I was supposed to finish school. So instead of them playing with their kids or me learning something useless at school I was playing with them and learning about what they were interested in, as if I was one of their mates at the pub.
One time I got invited to a wedding (of real people, held in-game) and a high level character gave me money for alcohol (I had never even seen a gold coin at the time) and my character got drunk in game, I had not been prepared for the "simulation" and it felt extremely realistic, I'd go so far as to say it was the first time I drank and partied because it honestly gave a similar feeling as later in life when I experienced these things for real. They had a level 60 priest (I think the only on the server) do the ceremony and then we had fireworks when we walked down the street.. Also the onyxia quest was freaking amazing when it first happened and all the NPCs in stormwind started panicking and the queen lady turns into some monster. Idk, all this stuff was freaking amazing. It's also why I learned about BF Skinner and FOSS. Basically, I owe WoW my whole outlook on life.
Fuck mozilla.
The idea is to center everything around a data-interchange format and then build a ton of tools. I'm sorry the presentation is still very disorderly and that paper is obsolete and so is my website rishi.is and the original declaration of intent at datalisp.is
However! things are moving rather fast lately and I have more or less completely figured out some of the things that have been blocking me so far and I hope to have working prototypes of the most basic tools by the end of the year.
It seems quite clear to me (as a third party to this) that the lack of communication w.r.t. this behavior was intentional. Trying to fix a mistake without having to admit having made it in the first place...
Civil discussion is going to collapse even further if bad actors don't stop with the dark patterns.
It takes a lot of patience to do both the things and the telling to people but I think the latter actually takes more patience than the former even though it seems to be the other way around.
Here's what I did recently: https://gateway.pinata.cloud/ipfs/QmeVYAP75GAvY8Q8iSfMoWMGgT...
I've been digging a bit into this and the conspiracy seems to be pretty clear (although completely unbelievable in scale and intent! like what the actual fuck!! and I don't believe half of it, I'm just saying the part about the virus being an intentional strategy to centralize power quickly and deal with climate change .. very crazy haha but nothing in comparison to Trudeau being the son of fidel castro or whatever bill gates something something..)
It's just crazy people threatening our existence to satisfy their egoes.
Edit: My take on world ruled by tech: https://gateway.pinata.cloud/ipfs/QmeVYAP75GAvY8Q8iSfMoWMGgT...
People have a hard time understanding things on extreme ends of the scale because they just assume everything is within some reasonable bounds of effort, this is a failure of imagination.
Mathematics is not a reasonable amount of effort.
What's more it is depended on by literally everything else we do (as a civilization).
Theorem proving software (so far) makes the fatal mistake of just trusting; the machine it is running on, the operating system it is running in, and several other things that can subvert assumptions. The correctness of a proof is justified by the trust we place in the heavily audited kernel which will check the proof script outputted by compilers for the human (textual) interface but that kernel is just another program on your (mostly) proprietary platform.
Mathematics is a religion that currently dominates the planet (and as with most religions, it is totally ambient to people in that they don't realize to what extent they base their behaviour on it) but it is not without competition and the thing we must realize is that this competition is as motivated, ruthless and mission-driven as anything else on the planet.
Just as we have people sitting around learning to recite the qur'an or the bible from memory we also have universities full of mathematics students reciting proofs and theorems by memory, trying to keep the knowledge that brought us this far alive.
Computer memory is inherently volatile and we do not have the same conventions and procedures in place as we do for safeguarding the legitimacy of written texts. These take time to develop and are usually motivated by tragedies (such as the loss of our "prehistory").
Try to imagine the amount of effort it would take to re-assess every piece of information that we have (at current time) because we accidentally let the entropy into our libraries.
That's exactly what they are!
I think there is a cultural misapprehension of what these tidbits of knowledge we share with one another should be seen as.. It's usually framed as something the person who wrote it knows and that the person who reads it should learn.. and that's kinda what is happening, but everything I wrote after the ".." to try and pinpoint how to shift this framing is not going to get across. Maybe in a real conversation..