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Product engineer.

Contact: paulm at mgn dot tc

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pm··on Ask HN: Programming is mentally overwhelming to me now. What to do?
I would usually attribute this to burnout, but there might be other factors at work. I was exhausted on and off for three years, had many days off and would eventually get to the point of not being able to complete my work. I thought it might've been sleep apnoea or chronic fatigue. Eventually at the end of last year it got to the point where I could barely work at all, and I knew it wasn't burnout (been there, done that, don't stress about fuck all now).

I ended up being diagnosed with cancer, and after a bout of chemoradiation, it disappeared completely (as far as scans can tell). Let me tell you, the difference in energy was nothing short of amazing.

I'm really not trying to frighten you, but I was lucky that it wasn't aggressive and got caught relatively early. Chances are it's not, but it could just as easily be another medical condition and it's worth seeing a doctor. There might be indications of things in bloodwork or other measurements, so be patient but firm with your doctor if they tell you to just "forget about it".

pm··on Why some of the best developers keep quitting
Agreed, communication overhead starts to suck productivity out and areas start siloing off. I think anywhere between 3-5 is a sweet spot.
pm··on GoboLinux: A distro that redefines the entire filesystem hierarchy
Copyright 2002-2017... must've been going for quite a while now.
pm··on Is Amazon getting too big?
Everything in Australia is more expensive than it should be, unfortunately. That's what we get for being the geographical arse end of the world.
pm··on Amazon's Leadership Principles
Because it's cheaper and more efficient to have them onsite.
pm··on Climbing the wrong hill (2009)
I've failed at a lot of things too. I'm not doing exactly what I want to right now in terms of tech, but I'm making up for it in other ways, e.g., playing music. I look back at all the mistakes that have been made though, and I can't really fault anyone else but myself for the trajectory I've taken.

It's up to me to learn and find a better way.

pm··on How I Became a Better Programmer
Having an audience doesn't mean having a cult of personality.
pm··on Ask HN: I got duped into working on legacy code, should I leave?
Sounds like it's time to get out then. I don't know how hard that would be as you said you moved cross-country, so you could be anywhere (in the US I'm guessing). Remote work is always handy.
pm··on Ask HN: I got duped into working on legacy code, should I leave?
Patches all the way down, it seems. I've had to deal with similar codebases. I try to fix what I can, but it always seems to be a neverending process.

Legacy codebases suck, but it doesn't stop newer codebases from sucking just as much. I've learnt that the hard way.

pm··on Ask HN: I got duped into working on legacy code, should I leave?
What's the legacy codebase, if I may ask (unless it identifies the company too much)?
pm··on They Used To Last 50 Years
I distinctly remember when McDonalds reduced the size of the buns. I don't remember the exact time (early 00s perhaps?), but I do remember being pissed off. A typical corporate "reduce costs" manoeuvre, but I guess you couldn't expect any less of McDonalds.
pm··on Enroute Airbus A380 wake flips Challenger business jet upside down
Yes, there's plenty of evidence for that, I'm not disputing that fact. However, even the most casual search you can find studies testing the effects of cannabinoids in vitro on different cancer types. As I said, the effects are different for each - they respond to different receptors (CB1 and CB2) and have effects ranging from nothing, to halting growth, to promoting cell death and reducing tumour size. The reasons why such differences exist are yet to be researched as far as I can tell though.
pm··on Enroute Airbus A380 wake flips Challenger business jet upside down
I can't say I know anyone who's indulged reiki, but I've got a lot of flak from my brother telling me that cannabis cures cancer, when I told him that I was doing chemoradiotherapy for my Stage 3 rectal cancer. Today I've finished a cycle of six weeks of treatment, and while I'm extremely tired, the signs are good that it's in remission. If I'm lucky, I'll have a full pathological response, i.e., it's gone.

Despite the number of people who go through cancer, it's rarely brought up in polite conversation. It wasn't until I got it myself that all manner of people came out of the woodwork to talk about how someone they knew had gone through the same thing. Many of them have been using concentrated cannabis oil (which my brother also said I should do). After reading a couple of studies, it does have a positive effect on cancers, but the level depends on the type of cancer. In the case of colorectal cancers, it seems to stop the cancer but not kill it, most likely due to the CB1 receptors in the tumour being hypermethylated (as in, the gene isn't being expressed). The level of evidence isn't that of a systematic review, but it's enough for me to give it a go and certainly enough for further research. Unfortunately, the two sides of the argument seem to think that it either doesn't do anything (there's not enough evidence) or that the medical establishment is just a ruse and that cannabis cures all cancer. I prefer to use my critical thinking skills and get the best of both worlds.

I can understand why people might indulge in quackery - I've got surgeons telling me they need to cut out my rectum and part of my lower intestine, even with a full pathological response. Possible side effects are shitting 3 times a day (not so bad) and erectile dysfunction (worse). This has been the gold standard of care for 15+ years now, and the surgeons don't give a fuck about my quality of life, they just want to cut. There's mounting evidence to show this might be overtreating the problem, and that you can get away with a heavier dose of chemo with the radiotherapy. Frankly, I don't want anyone cutting anything out of me unless it's absolutely necessary, but it's hard finding an advocate who would be willing to tell the surgeons to fuck off.

I'm lucky, in this sense: I understand the research and I have access to upcoming studies (I used to work at an institute that did systematic reviews of evidence). Most people won't have such advantages, so they just sit there and do what the surgeons tell them to do, as if they don't have any options other than no treatment. If that's all the choice I got, I'd be wary of the medical establishment too.

pm··on GitLab’s Secret to Managing Employees in 160 Locations: Write Everything Down
An objective measure of metrics does not necessarily imply there is a single optimal solution.
pm··on Ask HN: What inspires you to persevere through adversity?
On many days I think yes, and I have no problems admitting this (especially during winter).
pm··on Ask HN: What inspires you to persevere through adversity?
I relate, and I think I did okay with what I was given, but I think I could've done better. However, the thing that's helped me the most is to learn from the mistake once, and then leave it all behind. It has always been easier said than done of course, but it's gotten easier over time; I hope you allow yourself the latitude to do the same.
pm··on How Antarctic bases went from wooden huts to sci-fi chic
Same. I'm Australian, but to get a job doing something there I'd probably have to be their IT guru (something I'm not particularly keen on, but I'm not a research scientist or somesuch). But I wouldn't mind the isolation, and the opportunity to get some astronomy done.
pm··on Ask HN: Does anyone here have an art degree?
Not off the top of my head, but I can do some research and send you an e-mail if you like.

Side note, used to game design as well (though not much professionally).

pm··on Ask HN: Does anyone here have an art degree?
Have a degree in Visual Communication, with an Illustration major. I'd already been programming since I was 14 when I started it, and was going into Software Engineering, but at the behest of my best friend, changed at the last minute. I have never regretted the decision, because it opened me up to new thinking.

In particular I've learnt to apply the many of the concepts I learned from graphic design/illustration to problems in software engineering. I also learned that for all the differences they had, they were both about problem solving, merely in different media, and that right-brained or left-brained, I'm more interested in solving problems than I am interested in the context in which I solve them.

Also, art students are on the whole way more social, so I learnt to communicate on a whole different level than I had at high school.

Also, way better drugs.

pm··on Working remotely, coworking spaces, and mental health
Working at the top of a lighthouse for a month would be awesome (assuming good Internet) if you were motivated to get something in particular done. I think if you went there with a generalised notion of getting something done, I don't think it would work nearly as well.

_starts looking for lighthouses_

pm··on Ask HN: How do I get freelance developer jobs?
I don't know if that link wasn't there last time or if I was just blind. Cheers.
pm··on Ask HN: How do I get freelance developer jobs?
Where did you find that? Last time I looked at their website, I couldn't find anything remotely like that.
pm··on Ask HN: How do I get freelance developer jobs?
It didn't used to be. I'm not sure when they moved to invite only. I'm guessing they needed to compete with Toptal in a different way.
pm··on GitHub lost $66M in nine months of 2016
There'd be more than the consumer-facing systems. Whether they require 4000 people to run it all is another question, but without a deeper look into what's running, it would be hard to surmise.
pm··on GitHub lost $66M in nine months of 2016
~4000 for Twitter (although I vaguely recall a culling recently, not sure how many they let go).
pm··on Elon Musk, Travis Kalanick, Indra Nooyi to Join Presidential Advisory Council
I agree somewhat, but I don't think that it's going to be Trump specifically disrupting institutions, so much as everyone else round him.
pm··on Why we chose Vue.js over React
If I remember correctly the latest version of Vue.js does support JSX.
pm··on Stonic Is Not an Ansible Fork
Agreed, this should be buried. This shouldn't have made the front page.
pm··on The liquidity what if? Our alternative to employee options/equity grants
I was leaning more towards a profitable business than a startup in my thinking.
pm··on The liquidity what if? Our alternative to employee options/equity grants
Apologies, I meant on top of the usual wages/salary.
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