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Their base is a shrinking circle whose circumference is defined by an ourobouros
What a nicely done little project!
Well played
That can be kind of its own trap too, in a meta kind of way - if i get in that "place" where im using fear to fuel me, I can start to reinforce the fear itself and tattoo it even more on my psyche.
Ultimately its just part of who I am. I've learned to accept it.
It's also a strength. I can work circles around almost anyone, and in the face of some problem at work, no matter how "serious" it is - compared to the very real adversities I've overcome in my life, work domain problems are an idyllic wet dream by comparison.
The emotions are still there though. They kind of hang like a spectre. That's just life though, I suppose. Memory is a funny thing.
We've made the horrible mistake of conflating "success" with morality; i.e. "the poor are just lazy", or "this wealthy person is automatically a paragon of good judgement"
My story is similar to the parent comment - not as severe, but close.
I'm doing well now, but I suffer deeply from impostor syndrome and am constantly waiting to be fired, or cast out or sent back to the bread line, even though, rationally, I know that these are not likely, or even possible outcomes.
You can't divorce yourself from your own past, no matter how high you climb or far you run to escape it.
This is every vacation for me. Scheming ways to never come back.
Yep that part is true
>we'll be fine
That part is not
This is demonstrably false, in most cases.
At 34k MPH it would take 75 Millenia to reach our literal stellar next door neighbor.
Makes the blood boil how vast and empty space really is, when you think about it