I think this is just borne out of the stark and daunting difference between the way Urbit works and everything else we're familiar with.
I'm daunted by it, but I'm intrigued by it. I'm also pretty convinced that if I devote some time to it, it will make sense. And as a bonus I'll probably understand the rest of my computing a little better as well. Which is why I'm cloning the repo right now to have a play.
PS. Big repo. 400mb and counting.