How did you happen to take NSI-189? Were you part of the phase 1 trial?
That said, I did find ketamine to be an extremely effective anti depressant with the primary effects being immediately noticeable and positive. I currently re-dose on ketamine every couple months and take bupropion daily--between all of these I've been able to greatly reduce fairly severe depression that went untreated and worsened over a 10+ yr period.