However, people still had to like you in the interview and job talk.
However, people still had to like you in the interview and job talk.
I am truly surprised your faculty search wasnt more fruitful, given there is hardly much more you could have done other than maybe secure a K99 grant.
Why do you suspect your cv was not top-tier competetive? I ask because yes, I am in Academia and from my experience (including being on faculty search committees) suggests you would have at least been invited to job talks.
Grad school was successful. However, my postdoc was a different story, I got a relatively prestigious fellowship at a DOE lab but my supervisor quit before I started and I tried to do my own stuff but really didn't get much support and it wasn't much fun or productive. I quit after 2 years, about 1 year ago and joined a small biotech company in the bay area. I'm pretty sure I already have too large a gap in my publications to go back, I thought about going back to academia for a bit but that would have entailed doing a 2nd postdoc but I really wasn't interested in moving some random place for 3+ years, then dealing with the whole faculty application process again and 5+ more years before eventually getting tenure.
If you don't hate writing grants maybe academia can be for you.
Good luck.