yeh, apologies to anyone who finds the way I talk offensive -- this is how I talk 'normally' 24/7 -- anyone who has ever met me knows this is how I talk -- kinda surprised so many people get offended by it considering 70% of the internet...

anyways, your right, I should have organized my thoughts a bit more before getting into this -- I tried writing them down on a notecard beforehand but eventually I was like 'fuck it'