Can you elaborate on being depressed? Maybe I'm not being in denial of depression so much as being ignorant about the symptoms.

Here are some things I will state about my personal life: I have gradually went on "silent mode" with most people I know. I stopped hanging out with friends to dedicate more time to my job search. I don't really use Facebook anymore. My friends aren't very effective job leads, anyways. They're not really familiar with my kind of work, not even through a second-hand connection.