Money is a useful way to buy accountability for your goals. Most of what you need to know is already out there for free, it's just really easy to get discouraged or not scope your goals well enough.
Three (free) resources:
- https://www.theodinproject.com/
- https://teachyourselfcs.com/
- https://github.com/danistefanovic/build-your-own-x
Stuff you gotta pay for:
- https://www.newco.app/bootcamp
Just a few here to get you started. Good luck! You got this.