A little investigation led me to https://doreenmichele.blogspot.com/p/me.html
The disease appears to be ACF - Atypical Cystic Fibrosis
The disease appears to be ACF - Atypical Cystic Fibrosis
You may be atypical. Many people are uncomfortable with disease/death of others (for I suspect selfish reasons and fears).
I wonder if the rather esoteric/elusive style of Doreen's post may have been in part to invoke the very phenomenon she seems to be alluding to, by my interpretation of her intended meaning anyways. Even if not, it worked out quite well in the end.