Sure I did! Just read my previous comments. No need for us to be repetitive here :)
https://news.ycombinator.com/item?id=24874243
I think it’s reasonable to assume you won’t, because if you could have without resorting to denial and gaslighting, you would have done.
As I said before and you never addressed: if I say I don't care about you, does that mean I'm advocating violence against you?