This speaks to me: I’m a singer—not a soloist or anything; I like singing in a choir. I can relate a bit to how sad it is when you want to sing but you can’t because of sickness or something.
What gets me is that I have a similar issue with my hands: I have been recovering from some RSI that leaves me unable to type. I’ve got a Kinesis and I go to physical therapy when I can, but this is rough! Take care of yourself!