Unfortunately, it is like in Harry Potter: you can only get some if you don't want some :) And yes, I have thought about giving it all. I would change nothing: I would make money again and find myself just as empty, with the same problem, except with less of my prime years to live and find a solution.

BTW, you made your account in 2012. You have know about crypto for 9 years. If you had invested even a hundred dollars in 2012, or the next year you would not need to ask. HN has a lot of blame for the number of bright young hackers that were discouraged to invest in crypto.