This reminds me of how much I struggled with integral calc in college. My textbook (Stewart) had a table of integrals containing 120 forms that you'd need to solve the problems in the book, and looking through them, the calculations seem so insurmountable.
Like, https://www.wolframalpha.com/input/?i=integrate+u%5En+sqrt%2...
I looked at that and realize that I'd have no future as a physicist and switched to CS.