it seems clear & obvious to you what is ok & what is not, i feels like. but it's rarely felt like the 0.002% (number picked out of air) of posts i make that you find unacceptable are so clearly unobjectionable to me (some are, but usually when the other party is doing worse offense). i have taken critical umbrage with issue after issue, with low behavior after low behavior, and you keep snubbing me in ways i don't fully understand.

i can be 80% on your side here, 80% see where you come from & see my mistake. but i also 20% don't see it clearly. this practice of you threatening me to kick a generally well behaved, contributory citizen off for 0.002% of my posts seems unfair. i've emailed numerous times asking for you to clear my name, to reset the strikes, to undo the years of rate-limiting you've kept me under, but this system seems headed only in a bad direction. and you offer no peace, no way to serve time, no way to pay my debt: i can only head towards worse, under increasing threat. this sucks dang. this is awful. i'm sorry i keep violating your expected standards, but i also don't think humanity will ever resolve themselves to your satisfaction adequately, i don't think anyone with heart & soul & feelings can de-risk themselves sufficiently to insure they never breach your protocols.

there has to be some carrot here. you have to let ills be forgiven. i had >two years of total peace, and you dinged me a bunch right around one of the most contested, emotional political events of probably both of our lives so far. your scale is off base sir. you need to figure yourself out better.

the difference between polarizing forces & a polarizing central government could not be more real, obvious, painful, & marked to me.

there are plenty of radical & extremist forces within America but they are engaged in the great-but-often-shitheaded debate. no voices are censored, even lowlifes propogandists are simply expelled from major content networks not repressed by the state nor the economy: we permit them their squalid shitty, existence as radical extremists within our nation. any voice is allowed. the penalties are nil.

it's chaos & hell, but a far less small minded & dogmatically regressive form of hell. how anyone cant tell the differnce is a sad sad sign to me. what about this info authoritarian-fascist state of being isnt fucking crystal god damned clearly far far far worse? the western states do not have violently intolerance towards outside views & delusional state-insisted upon views. the west keeps letting even the most base speak, does nothing. the west understands that cultural victories are not truly attainable by force. this article is all about a state that has hyped up and worshiped force & the state as the absolute, as the only power worth of respect, & it shows how far those sodden idiots fall for their state-sponsored delusions. i see no parallel.

disreality is rampant within the united states, but it is not state-enforced. there-in lies a key difference. we have a critical culture which attempts to check ourselves. this is a Hard problem, but one we are engaged in, struggle for. all views must support themselves amid the debate. China doesnt have any such nuance, doesn't permit cultural engagement.