I applied to take part in a psilocybin study to treat major depressive disorder in Chicago as I lost my 8 month old baby to her battle with heart disease. I had a day of intake, interviews, medical exams, etc, but ultimately wasn't selected to take part in the study. During the intake though, I realised I probably have PTSD, more so than depression. So, this is great news! Or, it's definitely a step in the right direction at least.