I love to work, to develop new stuff etc... But the pressure of being required to make some profit so I can pay rent, food, water, heat, etc... just takes almost all the fun out of it. If we could live in some utopia where every fundamental needs would be fulfilled, I am 100% certain my procrastination and my anxiety would just go away.
What is your current balance of doing things you like vs things you have to do?
What are things that you would love to do that you currently procrastinate?
I would basically still do the same thing if I didn't have to, but without the overwhelming pressure.
I would also travel more, my work can be done remotely, and I'd love to meet more people from around the world. But 90% of the money I earn goes to food/water/rent.
My procrastination just makes me do in a few days what I could do in a few hours. I don't really delay stuff, I just do it slower. I've stop pressuring myself into doing it quick because it would increase my anxiety.
> What do you think about death?
I try not to think about it too much. Contemplating your own mortality when you have anxiety and procrastinate easily, this is a highway to a depressive state (at least for me). I prefer to practice mindfulness.