I want to live, that means:

  - not being forced to work 2/3 of my time
  - being able to eat, drink, sleep, be warm at all time
  - being able to work on whatever I want, even if it's useless, especially if it's useless
  - being able to travel, meet people, have quality time with loved ones (meet more loved ones?)
  - not having stress, anxiety and chronic depression

Unfortunately, this requires a lot of money, and getting a lot of money requires either substantial inheritance (I will probably only inherit debts) or a shit ton of work, which is stressful.