I do not believe myself to be a narcissist and I think I am at least somewhat aware of the world and it’s problems.
Yet, despite this, I do “ enjoy the world as it is, in all its messiness”.
I think what is preventing you from doing the same is ideology and close mindedness. From the comment, you come across like a fundamentalist christian refusing to enjoy life because “the world is sinful”.
Enjoy life man. Since we’re on the article, take a page from the Buddhist philosophy and let go, for a moment at least :)