I feel personally attacked.
But seriously though, while I've gotten better at handling it, there's a constant gravitational pull for me towards "internal thinking". But external is clearly where it's at. Anyone been on this journey?
I feel personally attacked.
But seriously though, while I've gotten better at handling it, there's a constant gravitational pull for me towards "internal thinking". But external is clearly where it's at. Anyone been on this journey?
Maybe it's about actually having an external goal and a strong (internal or external) motivation to achieve it.
It’s still seems shiny, but over the years I’ve come to desire being able to share an interest and someone else actually give a damn.
So I’d say “because I want to make an impact on other people’s lives” and I’ve never had internal thinking that resulted in anything someone else would care about.
In fact I’ve never had anything original come from it either. Maybe if I had a Ph.D. In mathematics maybe I could do this, but all my best ideas have come from insights derived from conversations (sometimes years after the fact though, so to someone with a worse memory they might seem spontaneous).