Just because it's a fact of life doesn't mean it's not a curse.
- An appeal or prayer for evil or misfortune to befall someone or something.
- Evil or misfortune that comes as if in response to such an appeal.
- A source or cause of evil; a scourge.
And who or what put this "curse" on you?
True story: It - whatever it may be - is all in *your* head. Life is too short to...curse yourself.
Sure, pray the cancel culture cancels aging. But until then, suck it up cupcake and deal with it (and your self imposed "curse").
Sounds like a case of one foot already in the perspective grave. Yeah, the years to follow could be punishing.
But alas, there is always hope.