Sorry but I checked your comment history and it’s dense with posts scalding people for their mental gymnastics and their pathetic nature. Perhaps interacting with forums isn’t bringing out your best side? Doesn’t seem like it’s working out that well.

I’m just going to weigh in as a bystander by saying that you seem legitimately delusional. Your replies have almost no relevance to the other side of the conversation. If this is something you tend to have issues with, please take this as an indication that you need to do something about it now.