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I've also lost fine motor control and can no longer do things like write. One of the drugs they put me on gave me tremors that have not gone away so now I can no longer write or use a soldering iron. Sometimes tremors are bad enough typing is literally hit or miss. I miss juggling and cartooning.
For the first 10 years I chased doctor after doctor hand surgeon orthopedic surgeon etc. looking for a cure. Nobody gave me consistent diagnosis and even some of the recommended surgical interventions for some of my symptoms were not recommended because I didn't present in a way that indicated the surgery would be successful.
I've tried numerous things acupuncture, physical therapy, trigger point massage, and drugs like gabapentin and tricyclic antidepressants. The only thing that gave me any relief whatsoever was lidocaine injections in trigger points around my shoulders. The release lasted only 48 hours but it was so wonderful.
I've given up that there's any medical intervention that will help and I just have to live with it the rest of my life.
Obviously, no where near as bad as your case, but there nonetheless, for years. MD after MD told me there was nothing wrong with my hand, so nothing they could do.
Finally, after no longer being able to trust my right hand at all, because it would just randomly let go of whatever I was holding, no matter what size object, I finally went to a DO who takes a wholistic approach. After a few sessions of soft tissue therapy, involving massage, scraping and cupping, combined with stretching and strength training exercises, I'm pretty much back to normal. He worked from my neck down, to get the nerves to "floss" correctly through my system, down to my hand.
I've now moved past the treatment part, but as long as I maintain the daily stretches and strength training, both hands are pretty much back to normal. I do have minimal pain in the right hand if I have a particularly grueling work week, but I'm back to using normal keyboards and even laptop keyboards. And I can mouse and use my phone with my right hand again. I can even trust my right hand to not drop things anymore.
Of course, YMMV, but traditional doctors couldn't get the job done for me. I'm so grateful it didn't discourage me after a years long journey, and I'm grateful for the wholistic approach that worked.
Editing to add: I have dealt with RSI as a software developer myself. It started during a months long flare up of new digestive problems (which I didn't connect it to until later). I had to quit programming for years after being unsuccessful at finding long term relief, fortunately if I wasn't doing things that exacerbated it too much I would mostly feel fine and every once in awhile I would test things out to see if I had recovered. Close to ten years later, I found that I could begin working on the computer again and after some accidental experiments I realized that what was keeping the rsi under control was taking probiotics that I had begun taking for other reasons (and had kept taking because of the notably positive effect they had on my mood). When I stopped taking the probiotics for a few days the nerve and joint pain would start up again and recede when I re-started them. Eventually I had an antibiotic (which was not the first time in that time period I had taken antibiotics) and afterward don't seem to need the probiotic anymore <shrug>.
After reading about chronic pain and psychosomatic disorders I think it’s ridiculous how many providers don’t know much about that or are afraid to even mention it. Even after little talks discussing psychological causes of chronic pain with providers I experienced pain relief for days.
Talking about the chronic pain in therapy or not, reminds me of how I got injured and how I was treated by my former employer. The more I talk about these feelings and these events, it triggers significant rage some 30 years later. The only way I found to deal with it is by practicing nonattachment. The easiest way to explain is that it's not that I don't feel the anger but it's an attenuated emotion. It passes by without sticking (much) and with some breathing, fades into nothingness till the next time.