You are either a Russian troll, someone with an undisclosed agenda, or a naive 13 y/o. The things you're saying are a mix of straight up lies and misdirection and a classic example of historical revisionism that should be called out everywhere we see it.
Concrete points:
- I don't think racism is a peculiarity of socialist countries. Slavs have always been a culturally xenophobic culture, still are.
This is racist bullshit - "slavs" are not inherently xenophobic. 30-40 years of progress just didn't happen in Central Europe because Moscow didn't like big social changes.
- Your communications are still constantly taped and listened on unless you're naive to think the opposite.
Not in the same way, and I have a feeling you know that.
- Never my family was afraid of who we talked to. Moreover, what was to be afraid of, unless you were plotting something?
Being careful about who you talk to about what is literally the thing most people remember right after "we couldn't travel." If you didn't feel this, you were either a small child, politically aligned with the party, or extremely sheltered.