Why? Is it just negative associations and emotions preventing you from enjoying it?
> bonkers conspiracy theory mongering and anti-trans, anti-democracy, and white supremacist views
That's a supremely uncharitable description.
Particularly the "white supremacist" bit. Just because I am friends with a communist and support/defend them and agree with some of their views (that aren't "communism is the best socioeconomic system") does not mean I am a communist.