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How you got to where you are is to complain and promote powerlessness. Excuses are tools to build monuments of nothingness. Seriously, if your opponents could fund you, they would; you could earn some money at least.
(Also, look at how old my account is and consider whether or not I care about your downvote. Reply with something that directly refutes the point I'm making so we can have the vibrant discussion this website used to be known for. Downvotes are simply pathetic attempts to silence correct views. Intellectuals have discussions, not censor their opponents. Only the most indefensible and mediocre positions depend on censorship. It also explains why the most unimpressive people depend on it.)