You're right, a lot follows from there. But I'm so tired of being a consumer. I just want to be me for a chance. I'm so, so tired.
I don't know you but I hope things work out :)
It's just hard being reminded that there's no escape hatch - we've welded them all shut for eternity. Being reduced to choices within a system but the choice horizon never extends to the system itself and won't within my lifetime makes me feel trapped.