Find joy in applying for new jobs, learning about system design and algorithms, or doing practice interviews.
If you follow the process, you will find that job.
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On a side note, I would encourage you to not lower your pay or communicate you will accept lower pay, because its a signal to employers that you're desperate, no one wants you, and they too should be cautious to hire you. As one of my old favorite managers once told me, "when I gave you that offer, I wanted you to walk in on your first day smiling"