Thank you for your concern, I appreciate it, and I hope much good will come your own way no matter what.
But it really doesn't matter to me anymore what the future holds. I know I'll be unfit for it, that there will be no place for people like me in there.
There comes a certain point in life where everyone around you just looks in a different direction than you do, and when you cannot bring yourself to look in the same direction, you know you're finished.