Querying your database from client javascript seems like a bad idea. Even if they're not real queries, you are exposing the internals of your system, db column names / queries, etc.
Traditionally, you would use a cookie on the client to authenticate and trigger the 'privileged' query during the http request cycle. As far as I can tell there is no way to do this with Meteor. Another way to phrase it is there is no authenticated server-side state modeling the client.
You can only view & modify data on the client that has already been published.
Data that you don't publish / is server only, will remain so.