Call this number right now. Right now.
1 (800) 273-8255
But it's limited to US IPs. Using Tor browser, you can specify US exits. See https://tor.stackexchange.com/questions/4732/google-play-sto... You put the configuration options in ./Data/Tor/torrc-defaults. See https://tor.stackexchange.com/questions/1065/what-happened-t...
I've actually already read this before, years ago when I was at my worst.