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I have come to realize I mumble and talk low and cold heartless Alexa will remind me to speak up.
That being said, I never thought of my Echo as anything other than a 1st step towards something greater.
It feels cheap and wasn't as productive on it. I played with it for 5 minutes so take this with a grain of salt
Over the past 4 years I have gone insane. I have to essentially be my own doctor because no one is willing to help me. Like the guy in the article, I too have freaked out thinking it was cancer and probably spread very far.
I gave up on figuring it out. I absolutely despise doctors with a passion, so much so that I would gladly accept cancer and death into my life than have to deal with doctors. However, before death, I demand that med school gives me an MD since I have to do everything myself anyways.
Loving the Hackintosh, but I lose a lot of my life anytime I want to change something.
Maybe an extended pomodoro session with an extra 3-5 minutes for team communication?
Happiness only comes in the form of cooking for me so maybe something a kitchen.
In a giant corporation that is comfy and has 3 levels of middle management. I currently hate life and trying to find a new job.
Everyday I wake up to rejection letters reminding me that I can't find anything better. At least I can fall between the cracks sometimes at work, but ultimately it is will be spent on applying to new jobs.
Its getting harder to get out of the bed in the morning.
I tend to write better when it doesn't constantly feel like a chore, but I understand the need for a system to get started. What I come to realize is that I don't need a system, but rather just disciple. Discipline is tough when you are trying to create a system that isn't so burdensome.
Chaos still seems to work the best.
Seems like language is getting in the way of writing down thoughts when you are relying on a screen and a qwerty keyboard as your only choice of input.
How do you leave the house when you are depressed?
I am a front-end web developer who never wanted to be a front-end web developer. I wanted to be a designer (UX specifically). In order to get a job as a designer, you need a portfolio, preferably with shipped products. So I then create said portfolio to show of my designs (which I also developed because designs are nothing if they aren't implemented). However, with my fancy new portfolio (and still to this day), I can't seem to find me a design job, but I sure can find myself a front-end web position. I definitely would be happier in life if I was a designer.
So when I see shit like this, I always wonder why is it so hard to find a design job?
But sometimes these healthy habits aren't going to be enough.