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Where is your awareness? Can you locate it? No because it is always everything you feel. When you move and travel awareness doesn't move. It doesn't have a location or a size or any physical attributes. It is always one field representing all aspects of your life right now.
The brain has effects on the things that can show up in awareness, but not really on the experience of awareness itself. Awareness is always the simple direct experience of things (thoughts, images, sounds, body feelings). You might not get images or get modified thoughts when you have some brain diseases, but you are always this aware field of things appearing.
If you look at all your experience since you are born, it all happened in your mind, exclusively. The faces of your parents, your first girlfriend, your job, swimming, eating all sums up to senses which all appear in your mind/conciousness. So it is not only that conciousness exists, it is what everything you have ever known is made of. You can claim you experience something that is outside of you, but there is no proof for that. There will never be a proof. A proof would happen in your mind as well. The thoughts of 'outside of mind' will also happen in your mind. Based on experience conciousness is the only thing that really exists.
- Starting something new is hard, but it can get better after a while. Be patient and maybe you'll discover a better side of your job, meet exciting people etc.
- Maybe you're not doing what you really like. Try to find what you're really passionate about and do it.
- Maybe you need a deeper meaning to your life. For me it was meditation. I needed that deeper breath in my life and it gives me a lot of joy and hope. For others it might be traveling the world, family, volunteering... Your disappointment might be asking for such a change.
I am frustrated with new languages. I agree that C++ is old and needs a more modern replacement but:
- Go is weird with no templates and no functional programming.
- Nim comes close to my dream language but has a GC and some very awkward features like globally imported namespaces.
If I had to start a new project I would probably pick Nim or C++.
I do believe however that some experience is needed to understand what is possible and best benefit from existing tools or to be able to communicate with machine learning engineers about your needs.
template<int64_t n> int64_t fact() { return n * fact<n-1>(); } template<> int64_t fact<0>() { return 1; }
The book "Modern C++ design" from Alexandrescu extensively covers that kind of stuff.
There might even be a way to use a loop and constexprs.