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I knew things were off the rails when I parked my beater 2nd-gen Ranger next to a then-new F-250 and couldn't see the top of the Ranger's cab when looking through the F-250's windows.
I have a vague recollection of coming across a physical 6x6 chessboard somewhere on lab property and found it a little odd, but never knew it had ties to MANIAC. Lots of history floating around in that place.
I'm sure that there are plenty of organizations that have found ways to use Slack effectively where it fits. I have not yet found one.
Pros: - Pay was excellent, especially for the area - Incredibly beautiful country - Very interesting work - Infinite well of taxpayer dollars for equipment and materials - The best job security one can find - Crippling bureaucracy enforced a remarkably safe work environment
Cons: - Crippling bureaucracy made it difficult to move quickly and hit tight deadlines - Internal politics (intra-lab and inter-lab) often adversely affected decision making and program success - Living in a company town - An inability to remove demonstrably problematic employees - A Q clearance limits certain extracurricular activities
Personal experiences with LANL were all over the place and highly, highly dependent on which group one works with. I was very lucky to get in with a group of wonderful people and immediate management that firewalled most adverse developments from higher up the food chain. This is not a common experience but organizational mobility is relatively free, so you can move to work and groups that are attractive.
Worth noting for those coming from private industry: the national labs are institutions first and foremost, not businesses. Organizationally and operationally they exist in a very different mindset and within very different value systems than FAANG-like orgs. The adjustment can be a bit jarring.
My work at LANL will likely be the most interesting and most fulfilling work I'll have done: every day was an adventure into the unknown. The work/life balance was also excellent. If you're a naturally curious person and have an inclination for basic science I'd recommend taking a look at the labs. If you have specific questions feel free to drop them here!
With no large geographic reference point your experienced world becomes only what you can see to the horizon, often blocked by crops or a section treeline. 3-5 miles out, 8 if you find a hill. And, since it's all patchwork rural farmland, every place you go outside of this radius feels the same. You've seen it before; it's just a rearranging of the same stock roads, treelines, fields, fences, and farm equipment.
Moving to the mountains ruined me for the plains. In a ten-minute walk I can observe a river valley unfold below me with my view uninterrupted until the next mountain group 40 miles away. Ten minutes in the opposite direction and I'm climbing to the top of the world. In the mountains there is always something new to see and another incredible nook to find just around the bend. The topography brings a sense of scale that constantly reminds me just how big and exciting the world actually is.
On particularly cold and windless days outdoors the silence is almost unbelievable. You hear your heartbeat, the snow underfoot crunches so loudly you cringe, and sounds travels so clearly and without interruption that a half-mile seems within arm's reach. It's absolutely surreal and can be very disorienting, almost like space compresses around you.
It was hard enough to live there in the 90s. I can't imagine how isolating it'd have been on a claim.
Explosives are terribly fun but please do not try messing with them at home.