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ghoastl··on My mindfulness practice led me to meltdown (2021)
I am describing my experience. If you make the choice to medicalize my words, that is your own interpretation. But you were not there, you do not know.
ghoastl··on My mindfulness practice led me to meltdown (2021)
My most intense mindfulness experience was on a two-week silent retreat, in the woods, isolated from all of humanity. At the beginning, I met only the creatures of the forest and heard only the whispers of the trees.

By the sixth day I was hallucinating gold and purple snakes slithering out of my belly onto the ground around me.

By the eighth day I had visions of a cloud island vista with animals the world had never seen. They were cautious but friendly, and rode with me until the end of my journey that day.

By the twelfth day, I could see nothing but heard the most beautiful music. Melodies and harmonies fluttered and floated across my audible plane, bringing an intense sense of peace and joy.

When I left that place, I was a changed spirit. I may have been alone in physical form, but the universe embraced my inner self and showed me the path to enlightenment.