Hey there. I'm sorry that whatever situation you find yourself in has you in such a negative state of mind. You too can make changes to turn around your perspective. Best of luck!
That is very encouraging to hear. Did he propose the 3 month trial contract or you guys? I thought of offering such a thing but not sure if it seems too desperate. Thank you for your comment.
No I haven't been applying or asking for leads. This is the sort of kick in the ass advice I think I needed. Thank you. You are correct no excuses to delay.