776 karma · joined February 1, 2020
Throughout my 20’s I’ve accumulated a huge amount of mental models, diary entries, ambitions, goals, knowledge, thoughts, interests and everything in-between.
It helped me a lot and truly let me excel in some things – surprisingly enough.
Since I turned 30 last year I’ve almost sort of been afraid to look into that repository whatsoever. It’s a mix of amusement and anxiety. What felt like unlimited potential and a nearing of the “apex”, my motivation is still there somewhere in my head, but I’ve suppressed it and opened my eyes to almost half of my life being lived.
Sometimes I’m even afraid to stop and think deeply like I tended to do before. I distract myself.
Was that a some sort of a religion carrying me week by week month to month?
I take it step-by-step, day by day now and try to worry less while bringing back the focus of what I’d want to achieve. I calm myself down and work on things more gradually, cutting myself some slack.
Nonetheless, I wouldn’t just delete it all.
Instead I’m just using it less and less, only adding some truly profound things and thoughts when I come across them. My reading list keeps filling up… I fulfill some of my ambitions, but also leave many of them undone by the time I thought I should’ve been done with them trying not to not feel bad about it.
This techno-masochistic models-oriented mega-productive way of living is already perhaps disillusioning a lot of people out there, and we are entering the next stage.
Feels like end of an era, at least for me personally.
Maybe a lot of people haven't noticed this creeping in, but with my upgrade cycle, I can tell you the footprint of these things is getting wild. Maybe I only feel this way because I set up my 15 Pro yesterday, but I don't know man...
It definitely rings a bell to me that Apple senses this sentiment when evaluating their lineup, and I understand why they'd go and make a slimmer model. No wonder then Samsung will join the competition right away.
At some point our phones were slim nice and pocketable, but somewhere in-between, they've gotten just huge boxy and crazy. I love the performance and hardware, but on a device like this I tend to wear a case which worsens the problem. This is not even a Plus or Max model, and it's just massive.
Looking back at my last device it feels to me like my X was a thin elegant slab of beauty, and I'm not even talking about my older 6 which was just super light and slim.
I bet if there are more people like me, the rumored "Slim" and "Air" models will be a hit.
Man, it was pretty incredible!
I asked a lot of questions about myself (whom I know best, of course) and first of all, it answered super quickly to all my queries letting me drill in further. After reading through its brief, on-point answers and the sources it provided, I'm just shocked at how well it worked while giving me the feeling that yes, it can potentially – fundamentally change things. There are problems to solve here, but to me it seems that if this is where we're at today, yes in the future it has the potential to change things to some extent for sure!
But the real issue are these "ghost" job postings where there's no intention to hire anyone at all in the first place. Some companies use them to, I guess, just gather some data and CVs + salary expectations, while others want to appear active and growing to investors, but don’t engage whatsoever when people spend time and apply. This distorts the job market and creates a lot of frustration in applicants. 90% of people I know here and more broadly in Europe have gotten their jobs via connections and people they know. I wouldn’t be surprised if some regulation comes soon, as I doubt I'm the only one impacted by this situation.