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lindseymysse··on The Great (Fake) Child-Sex-Trafficking Epidemic
What about sexual abuse that happens within our own communities? I was chemically balded at Billings West High School after coming forward about my childhood sexual abuse in the Lutheran Church Missouri Synod.

At least one of the men who chemically balded me is a policeman now, the principal who oversaw it got a cushy job with the catholic diocese that abused hundreds (thousands?) of kids, his daughter got a sinecure with the same church.

There are predators who are principals and pastors who are allowed to prey on our children with impunity, and if they speak up they are maimed for life. When are we going to start taking this seriously?

lindseymysse··on A botched circumcision and its aftermath
I think I should be allowed to talk about the pain this culture caused me.
lindseymysse··on A botched circumcision and its aftermath
Your assuming evangelical culture is in anyway consistent or theologically sound.
lindseymysse··on A botched circumcision and its aftermath
How do you know? Why are you minimizing the pain of this practices victims? This is the equivalent of saying: My dad beat me and I turned out fine.

Men's pain should be recognized and not minimized.

lindseymysse··on A botched circumcision and its aftermath
I know this quite well -- the last thing the Evangelical Church ever did to me was chemically bald me at Billings West High School in 1998-99. I have horns, they mark me as outside their wicked culture. I'm proud to be outside of it.
lindseymysse··on A botched circumcision and its aftermath
It is about lessening sexual pleasure and removing the child's autonomy. It's entire purpose was to mark you as subservient: https://www.ancient-origins.net/history-ancient-traditions/h...
lindseymysse··on A botched circumcision and its aftermath
It comes from Egypt: https://www.ancient-origins.net/history-ancient-traditions/h...

It is about marking you as subservient. If you read anything about Evangelical Christian culture the single worst sin you can ever commit is demanding your autonomy. This grievous violation of our bodies is used to induce us into servitude. I reject the marks this wicked culture has given me.

lindseymysse··on A botched circumcision and its aftermath
My circumcision was just the first violation of my body the Evangelical church put me through as a child -- finally culminating in my chemical balding at Billings West High School in 1998-99 after coming forward about my childhood sexual abuse in the Lutheran Church.

If you read anything about modern evangelical thought the single worst thing a child could demand is their autonomy, and well, anyway, every time I look in the mirror right-wing America gets to kick me in the face again.

Wicked culture, all of it.

lindseymysse··on Would you pay more for a noisy computer?
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pointing_stick
lindseymysse··on Would you pay more for a noisy computer?
Just below here someone recommended the MNT Reform. I'm curious -- it is a lower powered device with a modern GPU, so it will be an upgrade to both of our devices.

There is also this: https://geoff.greer.fm/2019/03/04/thinkpad-x210/

Which seems interesting, but the MNT seems like the better long-term option.

lindseymysse··on Would you pay more for a noisy computer?
A trackball module? That's even better than a pointing stick!

Thanks for the tip, I'm interested!

lindseymysse··on Would you pay more for a noisy computer?
I have a Thinkpad X200t from about 10 years ago and a maxed-out Thinkpad X1 Carbon from 2 years ago. I am selling the X1 soon, simply because I hate the keyboard on modern laptops.

I don't understand why people tolerate crappy keyboards on their laptops for the sake of their laptops getting thinner and thinner (and don't get me started on the clicky, insect-like sound of the Macintosh butterfly keys). Why is a more thin laptop more desirable than one that is enjoyable to type on?

The other option, however -- the Alien wares with mechanical keyboards have a video-gamer do-the-dew aesthetic that I would be embarrassed to walk into an office with.

I spend 8 hours a day typing, the tactile sensation is a vital part of enjoying it.

My kingdom for a modern laptop with a keyboard that is an inch thick, anonymous-box with a good keyboard that is repairable and upgradable.

I hope the frame.work laptop can provide a version with an excellent mechanical keyboard soon.

lindseymysse··on How profitable was/is tobacco?
The point of the book is that they aren't. Also, there is no real monetary value for environmental degradation. I'd recommend the book, it's very illuminating about the issue.
lindseymysse··on How profitable was/is tobacco?
I've been reading Double Entry: How the Merchants of Venice Created Modern Finance by Jane Gleeson-White, and the last few chapters are an exploration of double entry accounting's inability to factor in environmental degradation and social costs. In the end, price and money are poor measures of important things in this world.

Raj Patel estimates that the true cost of a Big Mac is $200: https://www.sfgate.com/books/article/The-Value-of-Nothing-by...

lindseymysse··on Health-care cyberattack is worst in Canadian history, says expert
Have you read a single one of my arguments? Less paper work, more doctors and nurses handling fewer patience.
lindseymysse··on Nitrogen fertilizer shortage threatens to cut global crop yields – CF Industries
Or we could live less energy dense lives, take the bus, grow more vegetarian food closer to our homes (food gardens, no suburban lawns!) quit building homes in places that are hostile to humans, etc etc etc.

Nuclear Energy powered electric cars only cuts emissions by about 50%, we need a lot more than that. You have an easy solution to a complex problem -- you're as bad as any activist you're bad mouthing now.

lindseymysse··on Nitrogen fertilizer shortage threatens to cut global crop yields – CF Industries
It is a very American perspective that allows anyone trying to change anything to be blamed.

I personally blame the status quo, and think that if fewer people had stayed home and let things be we would be a far better position.

Your politics say sit at home and let the world end -- I have never and will never do that. I'm an activist in every part of my life.

lindseymysse··on Health-care cyberattack is worst in Canadian history, says expert
Yes, why do we have to have reams of paperwork? It would be better if my doctor had time to get to know me. Instead, he fills out paper work, everyone around him fills out paper work.
lindseymysse··on Health-care cyberattack is worst in Canadian history, says expert
Why do I keep on having to give my allergies to the doctor every time I'm there?

My timeline is that it is too expensive and full of forms for me to go talk to my doctor. And I have to keep answering the same questions to my doctor about my allergies over and over and over anyway.

I think all this paper work helps a parasitic managerial class, but I've never seen it help me.

lindseymysse··on Health-care cyberattack is worst in Canadian history, says expert
Have we ever thought about going back to very manual processes as a matter of course? That maybe digital technology is great for immediate and ephemeral communication, but for long term secure communication perhaps pen and paper is best?

This means we keep fewer, more important records on paper.

This requires rethinking management which, lets be honest, needs to happen anyway.

I was having asthma and went to the doctor in Cassis France. To get a ventolin inhaler and a round of prednisone only took two forms -- one at the doctor and the prescription -- and about $70 dollars.

I look at the reams of documents Kaiser generates anyway, virtual and real even though I'm "paperless" and I wonder how much of the expense of my health care goes into schlepping all these documents around.

There is a book by Derrida called Archive Fever that I read when I was a temp and I always think about the quote in it: "the archivist generates more archive, and so the archive is never closed"

Maybe we need that big hack to finally take away the bottle. We don't have to record everything forever, and digital technology is bad at it, anyway.

lindseymysse··on Timeline of the Human Condition
So, history is an illusion. Fair enough.
lindseymysse··on Timeline of the Human Condition
"but remember that for almost all of history, nothing happened"

This seems like a anthropocentric view of the world. Planets moved immense distances, there were generation after generation of bacteria, mountains rose up and crumbled, seas were made and disappeared again.

A lot happened before we showed up. A lot will happen after we're gone, also.

lindseymysse··on Dimensions: Database of Dimensioned Drawings
This looks interesting. One glaring omission for me: no shipping containers. Seems like low hanging fruit.

It seems a lot of the items trend toward "cute", and not much "functionality". For instance, a drawing of Pennywise from it, but only the Tesla Semi.

If they got a full suite of transport models I would definitely get a subscription, at least for a month.

But, I'm probably just going to use use sketchup or blender to generate my own suite of measured assets for my use. They won't be nearly as beautiful.

But if they go more functional I can see this being as useful as The Noun Project for assets: https://thenounproject.com/

lindseymysse··on Baking bread using 4,500 year old yeast from Ancient Egyptian pottery (2019)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oagmlbhobnY&t=11s

This guy thinks the Big Mac should cost $200

lindseymysse··on Debunking our narratives of the late 70s and early 80s
I always thought we could do well parachuting in cell phones into these hot spots, and these cell phones get $50 usd or maybe a little more transferred to accounts tied to that number.

Then we could have incentives -- hey, go to this mosque, not that one and we'll pay you $20 more a week.

It would be cheaper than what we do now and would be a lot more effective than dropping bombs on wedding parties.

lindseymysse··on Debunking our narratives of the late 70s and early 80s
That and funding the mujahideen were big whiffs.
lindseymysse··on Debunking our narratives of the late 70s and early 80s
I had two guns in my face by the time I left Elementary school, and I remember police officers marching down my block with rifles. People in Montana are armed to the teeth and often times drunk / high on meth. Houses were blowing up because they were meth factories on my block. There were drive bys in the 90's.

The predators in the elementary school are allowed to prey. While I don't want to discount how bad things were in South Central back then, a lot of white people crime is swept under the rug and a lot of crime in ethnically diverse neighborhoods is splashed on front page news.

lindseymysse··on Debunking our narratives of the late 70s and early 80s
There was an open and aggressive disdain for anyone different back then. I am autistic as the average HN reader, and my home town was shockingly abusive to me. I tried not thinking about it for 20+ years after leaving that place, but now I look back at that period of my life and reel. The abuse they tolerated back then...
lindseymysse··on Debunking our narratives of the late 70s and early 80s
I grew up in an ultra-conservative church called the Lutheran Church Missouri Synod, that uses techniques like this: https://www.lutheranforum.com/blog/mobbing-systemic-spiritua... to enforce it's very narrow, literal interpretation of the bible. Yes, of course they are physically and sexually abusive, and they use mobbing techniques against 5-11 year olds. Of course they idolized Reagan like a god, also.

I live in LA now and ride the bus through South Central, and I've lived there and I have found that place far more welcoming to me than I ever did back in Montana.

So, YMMV and the grass is always greener. But I'm a lot happier in the poor parts of LA than I ever was in Billings, Montana.

lindseymysse··on Debunking our narratives of the late 70s and early 80s
Maybe it was the place. But it was all very wretched
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