As mentioned I would have a lawyer review your contracts thoroughly. When money starts coming in the door, the game changes completely. Situations can be brutal, don't be one of the sad stories.
This would be an awesome project to contribute coding skills to - imagine a platform managing this type of program and helping redistribute that knowledge back out to the world.
In life you have to find your own rules, values, and rewards. I find letting anyone dictate that for you will make you miserable. Most successful startups aren't done to be the next big millionaire, but b/c they felt compelled to create something awesome.
The only hope here is that similar to gym rules that do not allow cell phone usage in locker rooms, hopefully we can adopt the policy "Don't be a Glass ass. Remove your glasses before entering restrooms."
So my cable company is Cox and the DVR menu is.. blue.. like everything is blue (light and dark). In fact it so hard to read from a distance, I am beginning to wonder if their design team seriously were thinking like this. I am sure there is a setting that I may be able to adjust, but seriously...
I am not a therapist, but if nothing seems to work (pills, medical attention, diet), I would suggest doing something else totally drastic - sell everything you can, take a long deserved break from the digital world and go on an amazing year long adventure. Find some country to volunteer in for a year - could be nature conservation related, assisting the poor, whatever. Don't over think it (but do enough to be safe) and just GO. I might get down-voted, but shit, that is what I would do.