paki123

But is the pain suppose to be there? Is it valid pain? For example, I see myself being jealous or anxious or angry. Even if I can rationalize to a level where I can convince that the feelings may not be warranted, there's just a few seconds of relief; but that flood of negativity always comes back. Does that pain have a place, even if we deem it stupid or pointless?

Any tips on how to get better or any good resources/communities to learn from? I've been messing with gimp and use to do abstract art on Photoshop, but haven't for a long time because I got disheartened

+1'd. Also, whether working in the field has satisfied you as you had hoped.

Holy shit, I do this too. Is there a resource(besides adderall) that can help me deal with this and understand this better?

I remember being like 7 and just watching this go off for as long as possible. This and the maze.