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Thank you all for sharing your experience and thoughts. That gave me some insight.

Thanks for sharing your experience!

I think that not having fun (I know this is rough simplification) is terrible. What worries me is more that I have weird sadness in the evening when I have finished my work and have not touched any side project or did some learning. I don't have any energy for learning and that makes me feel worse...

I found myself in the same position of thinking. When I read twitter I get just a quick emotional response.

I spend lots of efforts not to follow wrong kind of person in the twitter, but it does not help much.

Blogs contain more information and often they provokes more resultative thinking in me.

I am afraid to realise that 6 month of leave will not resurrect my passion for programming. But you are right, I should do it.

One thing which brings chaos into equation is that I am going to become a father in 5 months. This brings some emotional instability in my thinking. I am planning to take leave in 4-5 months.

Some part of me still has a hope that it can be solved without quitting the job...

I think these stories would be accidental more often than you think. In our world of internet you have to be promoting yourself for any kind of attention.

Your product has to be outstandingly super good to gather users without any marketing.

Thanks for advice.

Do you think that working on the same project for many (10) years affects me negatively and makes me to see world clearly around me harder?