Don't lose the forest for the trees :) You seem to be more interested in seeing where my money goes, but getting out of the part-time freelance rut and getting hired to work full-time at an office is the goal here.
But if you insist, a lot of blanks include, rent changing whenever my income changes (section 8 housing), usually working only part-time, and paying a lot back to the US govt in self-employment taxes.
Bottom line is I am broke because I cannot hold a steady job. And that's what I need help in, getting the credibility to receive "normal" full-time job offers.