788 karma · joined June 25, 2014
If you're hard-working and a skilled worker, it barely pays off these days. I pay more taxes as a percentage than people with vast amounts of inherited wealth living off the interest. It really feels like hard work is actually punished in this country at the minute. I don't really see an end in sight, either. The two main parties are virtually identical at this point, bar some minor differences in rhetoric on none issues like 'woke stuff'.
There doesn't seem to be any competent leadership in our politics anymore, no big ideas, no big plans. It all seems to boil down to making half-arsed memes about how bad the other party is, or completely meaningless slogans. Just maintaining the current status quo with a few tweaks here and there to little effect. Sorry for the rant, but this article resonates so much and I'm really angry at how things are here at the moment.
Hopefully your condition will improve, your brain's still developing and still very malleable still, so, hopefully it can repair over time and you'll start to feel sharper again.
What I will say, it sounded like you were exceptional to begin with, so I'll hazard a guess that you'll still have a more than competent set of skills, in spite of what happened to you. So, you'll probably still have a fantastic career even with this setback. You're still so young, and most people you age aren't even thinking of their careers, or even have employable skills (I didn't start programming until I left uni at 21, for example). So you have time on your side, big time.
So, just make sure you look after yourself, focus on healing as much as you can. Don't push yourself too hard, be patient, make sure you have the support you need from friends and family. Do things you enjoy, life's not all about careers and jobs, especially when you're young. It's great you're so motivated and thinking about these things at your age. But, don't make this the be all end all, enjoy your younger years.
Also, reframe the way you see setbacks like this. You might not go to Oxbridge, and that might suck, but you don't know what you'll do instead. Often, when I miss out on something, I find a way to turn it into a positive, I find a way to make the most of negatives and turn them into positives. Who knows, you might skip uni altogether, start a business and have more success than if you were to get into GCHQ or Oxbridge or whatever. You might have hated those two options once you got there, you just never know.
Focus on your recovery, I wish you all the very best of luck with everything. Genuinely.