1. Having children and raising a family is a full time job.
2. If you want a family and a career, you are essentially doing two full time jobs.
3. This isn’t impossible as many people do it all around the world. The trick is to find support with family or friends or partners.
4. Infertility adds another twist to it. You have just taken on a third job. To get pregnant. And one where your reviews are not stellar.
5. I am framing this in the context of jobs and working because I am using your career as a baseline as it is clearly something you appreciate as part of your life.
6. Consider this..you have three streams right now. a. Work. b. Your personal life. c. Your infertility struggles. Do you really want them to co-mingle?
7. I wish you strength and courage. All I can suggest is to find a therapist. If that isn’t feasible, start a journal. If you feel you need feedback, make it a public blog..you can also maintain anonymity. There are in person support groups and online support groups. We are more connected than ever before and yet, we have more boundaries now.
Good luck.