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My last doctor (a very good, well-known Rheumatologist in my area) spent a long time working with me. After months of trying everything he knew, he put it to me like this:
* You have Chronic Fatigue Syndrome. Name sucks, but that's what it's called right now.
* What you have is real, it's not "in your head".
* A typical outcome is that you will start to feel better when you turn 50 or 60. In other words, my best outcome is to hang on for another ten to twenty years and hope that I feel better then.
I've been dealing with this since college, but this is the year that I finally had to admit I was failing, and had to quit my job.
I've read that even getting a positive lab diagnosis can be tricky, as Calcium & PTH levels fluctuate fairly rapidly, and you sometimes have to get the test repeated many times over a period of weeks.
Good luck in finding a good facility. If it turns out that this is what I have, maybe we'll end up comparing notes on that sort of thing.
Sorry to hear about your neighbor. I've wondered lately how many people actually die from Celiac, either directly, from complications, or via suicide due to lack-of-diagnosis. I bet the suicide numbers are pretty high.
Pizza is the harder thing for me to give up. I've tried a gluten-free pizza recipe a couple of times, and the result wasn't very good. Willing to keep trying though.
I weigh about 155 at the moment, which is down from 180 a year ago, thanks partially to Weight Watchers, and partially to the gluten-free diet. I'm small, so an ideal weight for me is probably around 135/140.
Now that I am (temporarily, at least) gluten-free, I'm eating more healthily than I ever have in my life. Lean meats/fish and fresh veggies just about every meal. Some rice and potatoes here and there. My snacks are small amounts of fruits and nuts. I do allow myself some ice cream (after carefully scanning the labels for gluten).
Currently I walk about 3 miles more or less daily. In the past I went through various phases where I ran 3-4 miles daily (often twice daily). However physical exertion really makes me feel worse sometimes, so it's very hard to stick with it. It's not the "good" pain that comes with solid exercise (I'm familiar with that). It's more like my head feeling like it's going to explode, feeling incredibly dizzy and being totally useless the rest of the day.
She said I was extremely uncomfortable during the procedure, more so for the colonoscopy than the endoscopy/biopsy. I don't think she said outright that it prevented her from getting good samples, but she did say that it might make sense to repeat the procedure in a few months if the genetic test comes back positive, or if the gluten-free diet produces a positive result (of course with appropriate gluten-challenge beforehand). She said that if we do that she'd give me full anesthesia so that she can get further into the tract for samples.
I would certainly consider asking for another interpretation of the biopsy. Do they actually keep them around for that kind of thing? Where would I request it to be sent?
Thanks very much for your insight, carbocation.
Well my bloodwork came "strongly positive", and the biopsy was negative. So what do we make of that?
I think I'm actually in agreement with you here insofar as I'm trying to pursue one thing at a time, and not go crazy trying 5 other treatments simultaneously. I just don't want to have the Celiac issue crop up 2 years from now and wonder if I really gave it a good enough try.
But I want to know what's wrong with me, and what I can do to get better. This whole Celiac thing is really starting to feel like yet another dead end for me (Lyme Disease, Fibromyalgia, Sleep Apnea, Psychiatric, etc; just add it to the list.)
Still, I want to give it a good shot, and that seems to mean staying on the diet for a few months and see if I improve. If I feel better, who cares what the tests say? Though it would be nice to have confirmation, I just want to feel better.
So I've seen several psychiatrists (both in the US and abroad), tried every kind of drug, and spent many months in psychotherapy. I feel like I really did investigate that angle thoroughly, and it's not the problem. I'm pretty confident in saying that it's not in my head.
I'm prepared to stick to this diet for 3-4 months or so before giving up.
If it turns out that I really do have Celiac, I think the hardest part about it will probably be not being able to go out to dinner easily. In the beginning I'll want to do as you suggested- play it safe until I know how seriously I react to the cross-contamination that is likely in restaurants. Some people can order a burger, throw away the bun and eat the hamburger patty, while other people would be sick for days from such a stunt; I have no idea how it'll affect me until I actually start feeling better.
It is indeed hard to know what to make of a lot of the suggestions I receive here, but the quality level of the comments is way above the kind of discussion you would get in most places by posting such a story ("have you tried crystals or magnets?") Already it has turned up something (Celiac) that apparently has been entirely overlooked by all of the doctors I have seen thus far. Even if that turns out to be a dead end, it's worth knowing about and investigating.
In the end I rationalized my decision by thinking that if my post isn't actually appropriate, that it simply wouldn't get voted up. It's a community site, and in the end the community chose to vote it up. I think that's worth something, though I certainly do see your point.
I'd make one correction to your argument though- I'm trying to crowdsource a diagnosis, not my medical care. There is a big difference.
PS: never, ever, thought I'd be discussing my bathroom habits on the Internet.
Great idea. I have just updated my blog with links to scanned test results, including Celiac, which I had tested last week.
http://savemylyfe.blogspot.com/2010/06/hmm-maybe-celiac.html